Monday, October 31, 2011
Through it all
What have you been through? what if i ask you that what would you say? Some may say where do you want my to start? Me as a man find it hard to tell my feelings. I think it is all man maybe. As a kid growing up who care how you felt, that is how it was in my house. You are told how to feel and you do not feel the way I say you can pick up your teeth on the to your room. So today i am a man, husband and dad. i find myself not talking to any one. I put on a mask and say i'm good. Knowing i am not the pain and shame from my past make it hard for me to go on with my life. what i feel almost cause me my life with my wife and kids. I know God is there but, in mine mind i do not think God care for me. I know he does what if i fail Him and he turn His back on me. some may say woe it is you. why can you say Jesus is your God saying that. you should pray for me. i should do the same for myself. this word may not make sense but this is my blog and i am getting stuff out of my head. i know God wants to take me to places but i have to let myself go to HIM. i need to let God have His way. if i can just let go He will have His way with my life.who care what is in the future as long as it is in His hands. i will let you have it God. you are just to give so Jesus fix my wrongs.help me to over come. and bless my Wife for faithfulness to you and to Her family and to me when i made it hard for to love me but she does. i love you honey think about you all the time.
Monday, September 12, 2011
I'm Still Standing
Genesis 20 But as for you, ye thought evil against me; but God meant it unto good, to bring to pass, as it is this day, to save much people alive.
Gen 50:20 (KJV)
It is written that Israel loved Joseph more then all his children. What was it about Joseph that kept him going through all the test ? What is it that keeps you going through the test you go through ? God gave Joseph a dream, Of the future. Has God ever shown you things to come ?
Hebrews 1 Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
Heb 11:1 (KJV)
When we get this dream we are uplifted by God, in the world we live in today we want it now. We do not want to wait to climb to get there. That is why so many people are in debt. We have it all figure out, wrong!!! I can not walk off the street in to a CEO position and not work for it. God put Joseph in a place so He would stay humble. He was making Him a great leader ,follower,and a servant Every time I get down about how life is going. God gives me a scripture.
Jeremiah 4 And the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter: so he made it again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter to make it.
5 Then the word of the Lord came to me, saying,
6 O house of Israel, cannot I do with you as this potter? saith the Lord. Behold, as the clay is in the potter's hand, so are ye in mine hand, O house of Israel.
Jer 18:4-6 (KJV)
No matter what I go through I'm in God's hands. He is molding me. So one day I can tell someone that I know what they are going through and what God has done for me. After all I been through I'm still standing. I'm a testimony of what God can do.
I know you are in His hands, you will make it. Keep a hold of that dream. One day you'll find that you are right where God wants you to be. So if there is any Josephs out there, tell satan I'M STILL STANDING, I'M STILL WORSHIPING MY GOD. I'm not going to quit until He calls me home! Be strong, patient, and love the Lord your God forever and always.We will get there one day to that place we dream of. Joseph got there so shall we.
I'M STILL STANDING
Gen 50:20 (KJV)
It is written that Israel loved Joseph more then all his children. What was it about Joseph that kept him going through all the test ? What is it that keeps you going through the test you go through ? God gave Joseph a dream, Of the future. Has God ever shown you things to come ?
Hebrews 1 Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
Heb 11:1 (KJV)
When we get this dream we are uplifted by God, in the world we live in today we want it now. We do not want to wait to climb to get there. That is why so many people are in debt. We have it all figure out, wrong!!! I can not walk off the street in to a CEO position and not work for it. God put Joseph in a place so He would stay humble. He was making Him a great leader ,follower,and a servant Every time I get down about how life is going. God gives me a scripture.
Jeremiah 4 And the vessel that he made of clay was marred in the hand of the potter: so he made it again another vessel, as seemed good to the potter to make it.
5 Then the word of the Lord came to me, saying,
6 O house of Israel, cannot I do with you as this potter? saith the Lord. Behold, as the clay is in the potter's hand, so are ye in mine hand, O house of Israel.
Jer 18:4-6 (KJV)
No matter what I go through I'm in God's hands. He is molding me. So one day I can tell someone that I know what they are going through and what God has done for me. After all I been through I'm still standing. I'm a testimony of what God can do.
I know you are in His hands, you will make it. Keep a hold of that dream. One day you'll find that you are right where God wants you to be. So if there is any Josephs out there, tell satan I'M STILL STANDING, I'M STILL WORSHIPING MY GOD. I'm not going to quit until He calls me home! Be strong, patient, and love the Lord your God forever and always.We will get there one day to that place we dream of. Joseph got there so shall we.
I'M STILL STANDING
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